Story Of My Life.

I’m a Liar, Not a Lover.
Every word that comes out of my mouth is a lie to you.
Lie after lies, I made people believe me.
BELIEVE, a word you can’t finish without the word LIE in the middle.
Thanks to Hafiz Spark for making me realise the sentence.
But When I made you believe I love you, do you think I was lying.
Because I don’t lie when it comes to LOVE.
Not love, I don’t lie when it comes to YOU.
Because with you i saw Happiness and my meaning of life.
I know, it may sound obsessed to you. But it’s okay I’m obsessed over you.
I’m a liar, you keep repeating and telling others.
You never gave me a chance to prove how truthful was my love to you.
But instead you turn around and go.
Till today you never saw my love and care for you all this time.
Please believe me now, that I didn’t have any intention on lying to you.
I still love you for who you are and I hope you know it.
Until today, I realised that you are not with me anymore.
Waking up in the morning feeling regret for what I have done.
And never getting you back is just something i can’t let go.

I’m still hoping, day and night, for you to return to me.
My life was devoted to you. I was willing to take care of you.
Never once wanted to leave your side.
But I have to because of my parents. I fought for my freedom for you.
In the end, I just fought just for me.
Till today I got my freedom just to be with you.
I still love you. You should know that.

P.S> I LOVE YOU. <3

Now im in school.

dead bored learning about macromedia.

missing chaa alot. hope she is reading it.

but i guess she still needs my trust.

chaa, we known each other from last year.

so you should have known me better than just listening to others.

u know you still dont trust. i hope i made a nice point for you to read.

I miss Kim and Atiqah, wish i could talk to them.

Im bored now. just waiting to go home.

And still awaiting for the new laptop. a few more months or days.

hehehehe. I miss you chaaa..

hey people.

sorry cannot post much nowadays.

just awaiting for my brand new laptop.

i got it for free. got laptop already.

happy and very happy. i miss chaa as always.

but i just doesn’t seem she would trust me anymore.

i don’t know what to now. but i finally have my freedom.

without anyone getting in my way.

been busy with blaze campers and school and rockclimbing events.

but from today on, everything is going to change.

today rockclimbing training will be serious.

and one more thing, im kinda happy.

Kimberlin Cheng and Nur Atiqa from changkat changi secondary.

said Hi to me. Aint big deal to you but its a big deal to me.

I made friends with Xinmin Secondary people. And  some from Springfield Secondary. Sabrina and Atiqah. hehehe.

Made many more friends. Miss the NSSCC.

But blaze campers are getting much more closer. heheh:DD

I like it. So people make as many friends as possible.

Dont be a sickish freakish fene people.

Make friends, i made so many friends and crack jokes with them.

hahaha. thats all i could tell you guys now. hehehe

Im kinda happy nowadays. a friend once told me if you are happy you look younger.i wanna try. hehehe.

takecare people see you guys in the next post.

probably tomorrow.

heylo to you people.

it’s morning. and its been ages seen i last post

sorry to all my daily readers.

my computer crash i cannot update always now.

but i will try updating everyday, im using school computer.

currently, im missing both iffah and chaa together.

but mostly chaa. just cant get her back.

im sad yet happy.

2nd year for me is going to be very pack.

meeting blaze campers later. having consert. must wear smart attire.

so people im sorry for any inconvience causes.

but i will update daily on school computer.

Love you all. Chaa please contact me back. i need you badly. takecare.